XXXchurch and a Pornographerâs Conversion
A while back I posted Bible: The Porn Star Edition about how I had some doubts about the use of the XXXchurch‘s Bible cover. While, I still have my doubts about that, I know that the need for the XXXchurch is real and that their ministry is important.
While reading Kevin Cawleyâs blog I came across his post XXXChurch & Donny Paulingâs Conversion and saw that their mission does actually reach people.
x3blog (the XXXchurchâs blog) has posted Introducing Donny Pauling. Donny Pauling is a prominent pornographer that has shot more than half a million pictures for the porn industry. That post had this to say:
Well… God will do what He will do. On Monday of this week Donovan, real name Donny Pauling asked Christ into his life, and Christ obliged and Donny responded! Donavan called us a few weeks back telling us he wanted to leave porn and do something else. He said he was not ready to come to Christ and still has a lot of doubts. We continued to talk and send emails back and forth. I read in James it says If you know people who have wandered off from Gods truth dont write them off. Go after them. Get them back and you will have rescued precious lives from destruction. Donavan called Monday and he said, I gave up Craig. Gods came running.
It goes on to quote from Paulingâs blog post from the other day “Iâm Out, But the Blog Abides!“:
Iâve always questioned the faith my father tried to teach me. There are so many things about Christianity that just make no sense to me. Right here in this blog youâve seen me ridicule various aspects of it. But, like many of you probably do, I still pray from time to time. It just feels good once in awhile, doesnât it? Even if youâre not entirely sure anyoneâs listening. Itâs a psychological thing, ya know?
This past week I finally decided to stop fighting some of the turmoils Iâve had inside. I prayed the following prayer, almost word-for-word:
“God, you know that I have trouble believing the sacrifice was ever truly made. But I want to accept it anyway and hope that you somehow help me reconcile those doubts. Iâm inviting you back into my life.”
How about that? Interesting story, eh? Very cool I think! I imagine that is a difficult thing for Pauling to do. Porn paid his bills, now it wonât. Praying for him and the XXXchurch would be appropriate I think.
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